I changed , you changed , we changed .
Saturday, February 6, 2010 9:48 PM
Hihi , back to posting . Hmms , today sibei early wake up . 8 plus jiu wake up le . Then went Bangkit with sister and mother . Went to bank with my sister to do smth . Then went to help my mother , saw Wilson , YongHaw , Pohching , they came to make their hair , funny sia Yonghaw . Worked till 6.30 then reach home . Hahahhas . But at least gort salary yea . Dont mind sacrifice those hours . && I'm like yawning every 10 min . So tired , and bored . But at least smsing awhile . I want watch horror movie now ! Sobbs ;x Going to study ltr , mayb study til midnight ? Idkk . hahhas . Update tmr again . Byes . Anyway , just changed my blogskin . Cos i'm so bored with my previous skin . Hahhas . Comment bout my new skin , if you want .
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I'm really detestable ?
I hates myself .
I admit I'm jealous of you ,
whenever you share those happy things about them .
In my mind , I wil always be thinking this ,
" Why cant I be like her ? Why am I just a nobody ? Why everyone goes to her , not me ? "
Tell me , why why why why why why why why !
Why ..
I donwan to jealous of you ,
I should be real happy ,
when you told me all those happy things bout them ,
why am I faking my laugh with jealousy ?
Shouldnt I be happy for you , as a friend .
I simply real hates myself .
No one , understand me .
Good things always go for you , not me .
Is it I'm unlucky ?
Or you are plain lucky ?
We are drifting apart , my friend .
You dk it .
But , i know .
Is it my problem ?
I guess it is .
Although , i'm always with friends .
The fact is , i'm always alone .
Damn ..
Arghh , wadever .
Saying those things doesnt make my life changed to better .
I'm just venting my frustration .
What can I do , anyway ?
Thinking of the past ,
seeing how much things have changed ..
Well ,
I changed , you changed , we changed , things changed , life changed , world changed .